Xairel

;c my photoshop has stopped working. i do not think i will be able to do any art. ;_; i am sorry. and i think i am going to take a break from dA. <3 my life has taken over me. i hope you understand. n n; i have no idea when i will submit art again... thank you and see you when i can =) NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! My PhotoShop is now working! XD And I will come on time to time =) I will submit things...

Hey guys!

I want a new computer. And a new life. :[ Lately, more like today, my friends have been talking to each other, telling each other stuff, and they won't even tell me. One tell the other, but doesn't tell me. I have to do stuff just for them to tell me. I feel like they don't trust me. Is there something wrong with me? Is it my looks? Is it the way I act? What!? :( Ugh, I've been feeling so uncomfortable, like I don't belong here. I have pains everywhere. I just want to go away somewhere, and when I come back, everything will be fix. But life doesn't work that way. >>" I've realized that I'm really self-conscious. I worry about my looks TOO